Thursday, July 21, 2016

humansofnewyork: “She committed suicide a week prior to our...



humansofnewyork:

“She committed suicide a week prior to our thirtieth anniversary. Our oldest daughter had died of leukemia a couple years earlier. Holly took it extra hard. We drifted apart. We’d parse our words. Nothing was natural anymore: ‘Do we talk this way?’ ‘Do we laugh at this moment?’ ‘ Do we even have a right to laugh?’ But I still thought we were doing OK. Things weren’t like they used to be. But I still thought things were OK. We rented a hotel room for our thirtieth anniversary. I was supposed to meet her there after work. She overdosed on pills before I got there. I don’t know why she did it that way. She said in her note that she wasn’t angry, but I don’t know why she did it that way. I fell apart. I started drinking a lot and doing cocaine. I lost my job. One day I was giving a presentation after being up all night on drugs, and I just started hallucinating. I thought one of the clients was Holly. I stopped the presentation and started calling her name. The company was nice about it. They gave me a nice severance package. But I gave all the money to my kids. I’ve been on the streets ever since. It’s been eight years. My kids have tried to give me the money back but I won’t take it. I ride the subways at night. If it’s warm enough, I sleep on a bench. I read a little. I write a little. I go to the soup line in the morning. I’m just existing. I wasn’t a good husband. I wasn’t a good father. And now I’m doing penance.”


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"A book can teach you, a conversation can assure you, a poem can seduce you, a genius can inspire you..."

“A book can teach you, a conversation can assure you, a poem can seduce you, a genius can inspire you but only you can save yourself.”

- Anthony Anaxagorou
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humansofnewyork: “I sliced the tendons in my finger while...



humansofnewyork:

“I sliced the tendons in my finger while trying to cut away some waterproofing. I’d taken a few pain pills before, but I’d never been handed hundreds of them. Eventually I was taking twenty pills a day. I was going through a divorce at the time so I was pretty unstable. Back then you could ‘doctor shop:’ run one prescription through insurance, pay cash for two more. After three years I went to a treatment center and they put me on something called Suboxone. It took me four years to get off that stuff. The withdrawals were terrible. It’s almost as bad as the pain pills. And get this—the same people making the pain pills are making Suboxone. They sell you drugs to get off their drugs. It’s all a money game. Listen, it was my choice to take the pills. I know it was my fault. But somebody out there made a lot of money off my weakness.”


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Friday, July 15, 2016

Wednesday, July 13, 2016

pseydaesthesis: my friend just texted me “it’s not acceptable that trump feels good about himself...

pseydaesthesis:

my friend just texted me “it’s not acceptable that trump feels good about himself and you don’t” and i think it’s the most motivational thing i’ve ever read


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lovelysuggestion: avoir elle est avoir les étoilés (to have her is to have the stars)

lovelysuggestion:

avoir elle est avoir les étoilés (to have her is to have the stars)


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Sunday, July 10, 2016

"Leave the door open for the unknown, the door into the dark. That’s where the most important things..."

“Leave the door open for the unknown, the door into the dark. That’s where the most important things come from, where you yourself came from, and where you will go.”

- Rebecca Solnit (via quotemadness)
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Saturday, July 9, 2016

sappheau: sappheau: no other person on this planet was made for you, they were made for...

sappheau:

sappheau:

no other person on this planet was made for you, they were made for themselves. love is all about choices. no one is going to be perfect for you, and i think we need to stop raising everyone on the belief that someone out there, just one other person in the whole world, was “made for you” because it isn’t true. no one is made for you, besides you. other people belong to themselves. if you want to make it work with someone, it’s about hard work, understanding, compassion, communication, and choice

and there isn’t just “one other person” out there waiting for you. you can love multiple people over your lifetime. you can love multiple people at once. you can have more than one soulmate, or none. you can be your own soulmate. 

my point is…you aren’t missing your “other half.” you are a whole person by yourself, and if you love someone, you need to understand that they are a whole person too, not your “other half.” 


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"Quit saying you don’t have time. You have time for what you make time for in life."

“Quit saying you don’t have time. You have time for what you make time for in life.”

- Bryant McGill
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farsizaban: Two Iranian women in Tehran plant trees and water...



farsizaban:

Two Iranian women in Tehran plant trees and water flowers during national arbor day (1970′s) 


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Friday, July 8, 2016

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azzandra: bidyke: alex-fulcrum: shadowfire125: i’m having an...



azzandra:

bidyke:

alex-fulcrum:

shadowfire125:

i’m having an existential crisis

I am so sorry, but this is actually probably true. Plants co evolved to reward us for cultivating and propagating them. It’s called exorphin theory, and plants are pretty much just using us as their means of reproduction. That’s why humans show nearly every sign of species domestication. Have a good night, friend.

Trees are superior and I completely accept this.

I, for one, welcome our arboreal overlords.


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feminismfuckyeah: “I’m not voting for Donald Trump” starter pack

Tuesday, July 5, 2016

"All that you accomplish or fail to accomplish with your life is the direct result of your thoughts."

“All that you accomplish or fail to accomplish with your life is the direct result of your thoughts.”

- http://twitter.com/goodquoteco (via kushandwizdom)
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Sunday, July 3, 2016

artzysoul: angrymuslimah: The purpose of a girl’s existence is not so she can belong to a man...

artzysoul:

angrymuslimah:

The purpose of a girl’s existence is not so she can belong to a man someday

YOU BETTER PREACH ITT


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Saturday, July 2, 2016

"Try to be a rainbow in someone’s cloud."

““Try to be a rainbow in someone’s cloud.””

- Maya Angelou, Letter to My Daughter (via amargedom)
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